Complicated? Check.

It feels like for over centuries, I have been haunting for the happiness of my life. I couldn’t have been more wrong. I thought that I could smile and nod my way through it. Pretend like it would be all okay. I always had a plan. I wanted to change who I was. Create a life as someone new. Someone without the past, without the pain. Someone alive. But it’s not that easy. The bad things stay with you. They follow you. You can’t escape them… as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good… so when it comes you can invite it in because you need it. I need it. And again I decide the next day that,

“Today will be different. It has to be. I will smile and it will be believable. My smile will say: I’m fine! Yes, I feel much better. I will no longer be the sad little girl. I will start fresh, be someone new. Its the only way I’ll make through it. Fly free and walk on sunshine.”

But then the sun came up and reality set in.

I lived up the day. Actually I survived the day somehow. And at last I convinced myself,

” That its okay to give up on happiness. Don’t take risks. Stick with the status quote, no drama. Now is just not the time. But my reasons aren’t reasons, they’re excuses. All I am doing is hiding from the truth. And the truth is that… I’m scared. I’m scared that if I let myself  be happy for even one moment then the world’s just gonna come crushing down. And I don’t know if I can survive that.

Happy You, Happy Me, Happy Blogging…!!!



Politically we are independent, but culturally we are slaves. The youth of India has been greatly influenced by the adverse effect of westerns’. The greatest cause for this is undoubtedly , media. The trending generation is blindly following them . And not only this, but also discarding our own culture and values. This stands as an eyesore to the past generations. Revealing dresses, short tops and shorts has replaced our Indian tradition. Not only this much, but also partying, going to clubs, drinking before age, dating opposite gender, valentines day celebrations, demanding all sorts of independence with a raised amount of pocket money has become the order of the day. Apart from this, divorce and nuclear families has also come into existence which is also inherited from western culture. 

Whereas the people from west are looking towards us for spiritual values. They are following what we are discarding. Even we should also learn the good things from them. Their respect towards women, “work is worship” quote , they hardly break laws, work hours is meant for work only and many such things that we need to grasp froom them.

Concluding, I would say, its good to walk with the world but we should not try to imitate  them.

thank you.

happy you, happy me, happy blogging.